Saturday, November 29, 2008

Losing Her, i didn't know it felt like this.

I'm so sorry
I really don't know what to reply Huiwen now.

ok, this is so sad.
where should i start.

oh.

Yesterday morning, when i woke up, yea as usual, i will take a look at Ballball.
She's sleeping, very well.

And mum told me she fed it later (when i called her later) after i left for my 8am class.
It ate, and went back to sleep, as usual, like a pig than a hamster.

So yea, when i came home from school, about 5 plus 6?
yea, after putting down my bag, i went to take a look at her,
wanted to talk to her somehow, about my tests and whatsoever.
and to my horror, i saw a few ANTs!
ANTS!!!
and she's like sleeping there, at the place she usually choose to sleep.
And she wasn't breathing like she always do.
You'er right, she passed away.

I can't believe it.
It was still well before!
In the morning and all..
I called Mum immediately,
yea, she told me she fed it and she went to sleep.
I told her she's dead,
and Mum was like .. 'Candy (my mum's friend) said that this thing must have companion, maybe her companion passed away that's why the owner threw her away! aiya, at least she dead peacefully.'

Okay, after the shock and everything, i broke down.
yea, it's like.... how can it be.
it's so adorable and everything...
i prayed for her to be well and all that,
but she still didnt make it to stay will me.
Why does God let me find her, and let her leave me.
Because she is dying? Why!?

i found her on 22 Nov, she left me on 28 Nov,
not even a week with me!

I could still remember her face so clearly, how adorable.
& how funny she was sometimes when she climbed around the cage.
& when she held the bean sprout with her two tiny hands and ate it like a pig.
& looked at me expecting more food.
& how peacefully she slept
& how funny she is rolling up into a ball.

Yea,
so after a while,
i called Huiwen,
she didn't pick up her phone.
guess she's busy,,
and then i continued crying, and i went to sleep.
yea, that's it.

I lost her.
I am so sad.
Still so sad.

I didn't mention this thing to anyone.
because this can't be done without me weeping.
this is SO sad. really.

Today i saw a hamster too.
Someone brought it to church.
Yea, i almost cried.
but i didn't.

but really, is that it?
THE END?

I miss her so much.

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Friday, November 28, 2008

BRAIN TRANSPLANT IS POSSIBLE on mouse

A piece of brain has been successfully transplanted from one mouse into another, where it not only survived but also correctly hooked itself up and functioned almost normally, a New York scientist reported at a conference here.

Source: http://query.nytimes.com/gst/fullpage.htmlres=9F04E4D6173BF93BA25755C0A964948260

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

alright, confirmed.
there IS a sequel to Airhead. Cheers!

and
so tomorrow i'm having AFA & Stats test.
wish me luck.

and
i stayed for a few minutes to watch the iceskaters performed at Velocity this evening.
if possible, i can post some low quality vids on that some time when i'm free.
/cos i took it with my phone. -__-

ok, time for revision.

oh ya, before i forget again,
Bread or Love is .. rather .. cute// yea . (:

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Airhead

Currently reading Airhead..
From those .. comments// i think there's really a sequel.

Hmm, not bad.
it's a lil creepy when Em's mum says her body was cremated.
-__-
i still thought she might return to her body somehow.
ok, whatever. it's shouldn't be that bad being a model. =/

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

Borders!

Okay, so Ballball is a female! (:

i really don't feel like mentioning where i went,
what i did today.

but basically, i got those things i wanna buy.
and// lots fabulous stuff,, books!
ok, not that i really wanna spend my $ or what,
but Borders is having 2o% offer for most items,
like.. Why not!?
what an offer!!
though i did try Kino,
which i'd only have 1o% off.

i shall not say what i books bought here.
i don't need everyone to know. HA!
but one of the book is still by Meg Cabot.
i tried to win in e teenage contest thingy.
but i had no news from them.
and this book which i bought is actually a signal cover,
which also means, Signed by Meg Cabot herself!
though it looks A BIT tattered.
in a way, not so much like a New Book. :(

& i suggest,, people out there,,
Go Borders and TAKE A LOOK!
you shall buy what you want! (:
What a great offer!

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Saturday, November 22, 2008

MY HAMSTER !!

Rolled up into a BALL!

Sleeping!!

Eating!

HAMSTER!
ARE YOU SHOCKED!?

BECAUSE I AM SO!

THIS BELONGS TO ME!

1. i really don't like hamsters!~

2. but still, i think i should keep that with me.
like wenwen have said, 'fated for me'. XD

3. maybe i'll get to like this Syrian ham somehow as time goes by..?

4. 'cos when i thought of giving Lin, i actually couldn't bear to. XD

5. i'm going to get it a cage and some food, and shampoo/bathing powder tmr!
with Ting, who kindly volunteer to accompany me!!! Thanks, darling!

Huiwen told me how to see what's the gender of that ham,
i havent go to check.
ok, i should check. (:

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Went Asia Conf. yesterday.
how many people went? approx. 5ok?

yea, it was pretty amazing.
though as compared to FOP,
i still like FOP in some ways. xD

but going home was better than what i've thought.
except that the journey from Expo to Tenah Merah was a bit crazy.
afterall, it was great.
manage to reach home at 12! (:

I'm afraid i can't really update my blog daily.
'Cos when i reach home,
the first thing that i aim for,
is to sleep. ZZ

so yea, i didn't bother about my blog or whatsoever. XD

i'm famished now,
but i don't feel like going downstairs to get some food.
ha, so i'm still waiting for Mum until she feels like eating,
then i get to eat. =

another TERRIBLE DAY.

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Twilight on First Mag.

Yea, so i got this Mag.
& i wanna get Teenage too!
Twilight Poster! (:

...

The Poll Results. HA!
So obvious!
It has to be Twilight! (:

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--sleep--

i love to sleep,
so i hate to sleep.

but i still sleep =.=

okay, this is it.

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Monday, November 17, 2008

(: finally get my blogskin changed.

ok, not that i'm free.
but i'm sick of the plain black skin.

i still have tons of things waiting for me to do.
and i should be on the bed now.. =.=

so basically,
went out with Jiamin today. (:
She's back from Beijing, Finally!
and she gave me a kaleidoscope!!! ;D
how lovely, THANK YOU!

i bought First magazine! (Twilight Cover!)
wanted to buy days ago..
yea, not too ex. not like EW!! (:
but Jiamin helped me carry,
& then i forgot to take home. XD

and, we saw FAHRENHEIT !!! Ha! XD
so yea, i'm sososo happy.
but jiamin is a bit disappointed cos Jiro wasn't there.

I ♥ CALVIN! (:

So yea, the HUGE poster~

* Yaqin-g & Jiamin*

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Friday, November 14, 2008

Down with fever,
rotting at home,,
wasting precious time.

head hurts, and hurts, and hurts more.

so i rest, and rest, and rest more.

just ate a 2 pieces of the sliced swiss roll.
just for the sake of taking medicine.

as compared to yesterday,
i'm so much better already.

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What do you think the OST cover 'd be like?
Stop thinking! here it is!

Here's the Collector's Edition Cover Page for Twilight! (:

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EW Twilight Collector's Covers

For those who are interested.. Here's the 3 cover pages for Entertainment Weekyl. (:

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I think this is cute (:

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FOOOOD!

On 5 Nov,

Suria ate this Choco Chip Ice Cream at Anderson's..

And Yaqin-g ate this Belgium Choco ..

And Praveena ate this! (:

On the day we signed our Covernent..

We went to DingTaiFeng..

and ..

Yvonne's..

Dou Miao..

Dumplings..

Yaqin-g's Fried Rice

The Expensive & Pathetic Tiny Chicken

???!!!

Our School's ..... Laksa??
Hey, i don't remember.. =.=

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I so don't feel like doing any tutorials or whatsoever today.
Call me naughty girl, and i won't deny.

so.. Firstly, here's some photos i/we took today!

'Entertainment' Magazine!! This is 1 of 3 Cover, i've seen 3 of 3 before yesterday when i went to united square.

I don't feel like spending too much, so i took a picture of it. =
It actually cost $8.4o!

So we landed in Fox..

One more..

AND?!

" KONNICHIWA! (: " was what i wanted to say. =

This is the Japanese Guy whom we call him Purple, since he's carrying this purple bag.
He got really beautiful eyes!!
The kind of eyes all girls would kill to have!
How gorgeous he is.

But from this view, he looks a lil like Kenneth. XD
With his slightly messy hair. (:

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

ERRHSS. I think this is pretty cool.
But// Twilight is not going to be released until 18 Dec 2008 in SINGAPORE. ;)

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Saturday, November 8, 2008

Spirited Away. again~ (Christianity?)

Spirited Away is being presented across the U.S. by Walt Disney Studios, but it is not in any way a typical Disney film. Parents should be cautioned that while it looks like a friendly cartoon, it is actually an elaborate, complicated, and sometimes intense animated fantasy that may frighten and confuse young children.

It is also the most highly acclaimed movie of the year (check out the dozens of rave reviews stacking up at Rotten Tomatoes).

Drawing on a vast array of fairy tales and Disney films, legendary Japanese animator Hayao Miyazaki has woven a tapestry full of myth, comedy, drama, and wild imagination. The story resembles a fusion of Alice in Wonderland, The Wizard of Oz, and earlier Miyazaki works (Princess Mononoke, My Neighbor Totoro). A good witch and a bad witch are feuding in a realm filled with spirits and monsters. Into this world stumble a man, woman, and their cautious daughter, Chihiro. The eager, careless adults quickly fall under a curse—the wages of sin, so to speak—and it is up to Chihiro to set them free. With the help of a few magical and sympathetic guides, Chihiro finds a job in a busy mansion, a sort of spiritual resort, called "The Bath House." There, her hard work and her virtue change the course of events. She becomes a hero of open-mindedness, patience, compassion, and courage.

Some Christian viewers may be disturbed by references to Shinto beliefs and "nature spirits" that pop up throughout the film. These tales are clearly coming from a tradition other than Christianity. No doubt they spring from Miyazaki's familiarity with Japanese culture, myths, and beliefs. But the film does not exist to preach a false religion. The trappings of another culture and another belief system here, ultimately, serve to glorify virtues that are resonant with the way Christ told us to live. Before the film is over (it is an exhaustingly busy 125 minutes), we have been given parables about greed and the power of sacrificial love.

Discerning grownup viewers should find much to debate, discuss, and enjoy. Older children may enjoy it too, although parents should discuss the film with them.

Source: http://www.christianitytoday.com/movies/reviews/spiritedaway.html

Yea, so i'm going to talk about this movie on Monday! ;)

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

Believe! :)

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10:24 AM

another day

i've nothing to do now~

ready to leave home for school to do my Internet Research Project..

i should be in school by now ?
but Zin couldn't make it somehow,
and Diane cancelled it.

ya, i think she's right.
no point doing this project together also,
we already know what are our parts to do. ;)
so we can do on our own.

and i thought i can do as planned too.
but thinking of going to school alone and rot till 2 for lesson sounds terrible.
so i asked my 'little sister' if she wants to go, ha!
and yea, so this is it.

there's this x'mas bash crew meeting at 5.3o.
don't think i can be there on time,
wondering i can get there before 6..
since lesson should end at 6.
shall see, if can't, i might as well not go. xD

i'm leavin' !

so, BYE!

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Monday, November 3, 2008

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Sunday, November 2, 2008

i really don't know what's the purpose of having this blog.
and i bet hardly anyone will visit or even know of its presence.
ha.
how pathetic.

but whatever, i don't wanna think right now.
at least not this useless thing..

i have loads of things undone!

my project .. which we have to present on this coming Wed.
left lots to do!
for my part.

no doubt my Saturdays are not for work,
and so i'm left with Sunday which is .. Today~

and i went out to have breakfast/lunch with Kor & his wife, Sis & her BF, and Mum.
and i'm back around 4.3o...

i finally finally finally..
got myself a laptop case.
how sad! it's not pink!
i wanted e vaio one. but it cost $99 bucks.
it's so not something i can afford..
for just a laptop case!?? 99?
so i ended up buying a black mickey laptop case.
it cost 22.9o..
i t thought it's pretty cool.
though it's not pink.

and on top of that,
i bought some clear folders to put my sch assignments all that stuff..

and a present for Suria.
a belated birthday present though..

okay, the reason why i'm wasting my precious time here blogging and not trying to finish my project.. i really got no idea.

but i'll start soon. ya, i'll. no doubt.

Must really talk about yesterday..

i signed our small group covernant!
it's one of the coolest day in my life! =D

Love my sisters so much.
They're simply so great!

We sure took lots of pictures~
Xie xie those who brought their cameras!
of course, Davin! ;D

I LOVE MY CELLGROUP.
~ ASPIRATION ~

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I really really love my friends. I REALLY DO.

Did i lose them?
my friends,
who were once my best friendsss//

so i went to her blog ,,
and suddenly,,
i felt like im not her friend anymore.
i felt like ive a very different life now.

i hope that the next time we met,
we can still say Hi and mean it.

i really hate my school work so much now!
they made my forget my beloved friends' birthdays,
made me forget my meals,
made me neglect my family & relatives!

I HATE ASSIGNMENTS AND PROJECTS!

I LOVE MY BROTHERS & SISTERS,
MY FRIENDS,
MY FAMILY,
MY RELATIVEs
A LOT!!!!!!!!!

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My Savior My God - Aaron Shust

From the album Anything Worth Saying

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

Chorus (2x’s)

My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior’s always there for me
My God: He was, my God; He is
My God is always gonna be

Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

Chorus (2x’s)

(Instrumental)

Chorus: (2x’s)

My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior loves, My Savior lives